23rd October 2017
You have been with me for 4 years now. I wonder everyday why you chose to live inside me. You came into my life four years ago and now you don’t seem to want to go. There is nothing else I can give you, I already gave you my life, I fed your thoughts with not feeding myself, I did everything you told me to do. So why, why can’t you go away now? You destroyed every single part of me, you destroyed me so much that I was no longer myself, I was a monster created by anorexia. I was 11 years old but you didn’t care and you still don’t. All I thought about was food and calories and how fat I was every second of the day.
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